It seems i’m never happy with anything. No matter how good things go, I am always waiting for something to go wrong. I spend too much time worrying about what could happen and ruin what is actually happening. I always feel like things are going to fall apart. It’s ruined relationships. It’s kept me from enjoying the final out put of things I worked hard on. I’m always over everything before I even get it finished. I have come a long way in changing that, but ultimately it's how I operate for better or for worse. At the same time though it’s what fuels the drive in me to do all the things i do. I believe a consistent trait in highly productive people is never being happy with the results you get.
lyrics
Stop pressing fast forward
You're gonna break the buttons off
I'm trying to be ok with the fact that everything is alright
But being alright never seems to be enough
The silver lining is at least I'm consistent.
Ruining today with tomorrow's fears
I can't relax when I know how it ends
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